yeah, you read that right, me of all people, has some emotion and it is right now trying to kill me.
now, i am not saying that i am one of those people that has a life bad enough to want to kill myself (never even considered it really) but right now, i feel like crap.
here's why, recently (yesterday) a girl i have been talking to very closely and in large amounts (pretty much everyday) told me that she, erm, er, the L word, me. but y'see i dont feel the same way. i do, kinda, L word her too, but not in the same way. plus it doesnt help we have not even seen eachother before, nor even heard eachothers voices. it's hard to explain without it